Just hoping that one day I will no longer have to say I’m tired when what I really am is sad. Sad because I miss you. Sad and longing for what we used to be. Lovers. One day I hope to have that again to be able to call ourselves lover. Star crossed lovers. Not talking is killing me and I need you right now.
For now to the world I am “tired” and tired I will be until there is a smile on my face. That smile will be because of you.
Then I will be glowing.
The tears have gotten too much. I’m spending too much time crying over someone that puts me through absolute hell for his love. But for some reason I keep holding on hoping something could be there. I’m wasting all this time when I could go find someone that truly loves me. My heart just won’t allow me to let go…