I’m waiting for something to happen that I know never will. You’re always on my mind no matter what. I know we aren’t together but when I’m with other guys I feel so guilty like you wouldn’t want me to do that. I know you have feelings for me. But I just can’t figure out why you only express them when we are alone. You say you live everything about me. But if that where true why wouldn’t you just want to show me off to the world? It’s been days since we talked and I’m crushed. I dont know what to do without you. I’ve never felt this way about anyone.